|Are you in love? if not, when was the last time you were in love?||◤||
The tricky question. Maybe the most tricky of them all, I’m afraid.
If I am in love? No, I am not.
I kind of have mixed feelings about love. I do not believe in it in it’s integrity. Though, one of my biggest desires as a little boy (13 14 15, do not draw hasty conclusions, I still believe in many of the things I awaken to at a young age, and they are far more elaborated and complex right now) was to peacefully live somewhere calm and away from all this so called “society”, deep inside the woods, where the sun beams would lit the glares of light through the windows of my little house with someone I love. I may have been in love, or maybe it was just one of those young first “loves”, 3 years ago, didn’t end in the best ways, and I’m afraid it still haunts me somehow, in my dreams.
I admit that I would sincerely like to feel what I felt, and give what I gave, but to someone who would really understand what I am. Ah, but maybe I should be better, since I wasn’t before, or ever…